I got a phone call from somene from the Apeldoorn chapter of the Socialist Party, of which I am a member. The woman asked if I was willing to bring round flyers for the chapter. I remembered the moment an SP representative visited me when I’d just joined the party two years ago. He asked [...]
Archive for November, 2004
Going to Bring around Flyers for the Socialist Party
Posted in Personal, Politics and Current Events on November 25, 2004 | Leave a Comment »
Boring School Stuff
Posted in High School, Personal on November 24, 2004 | Leave a Comment »
Today was boring. It started with economics, during which class I nearly slept. The teacher lectured for nearly the entire time, which is 100 minutes. I don’t remember all he said, but a lot of stuff that was very difficult. We had to do some stupid sort of math. Well, I used to think that [...]
On Creating “Ladies”
Posted in Multiplicity, Personal on November 20, 2004 | Leave a Comment »
Why have I created new “ladies”? When I first wrote about them in this journal, I was aware of three. Now there are six. I know of most why I created them – Milou is there cause I cannot cope with my “young” actions and lack of skills and Clarissa was created when Carol gave [...]
Thinking about “Ladies” and Feelings
Posted in Multiplicity, Personal on November 18, 2004 | Leave a Comment »
I feel really weird. Carol’s words of last Monday keep spinning through my mind. They are mine, but I find it difficult to admit. I would never be so open about my feeligns. I don’t want to be like this. I want to be normal. Clarissa and Elena (she’s a fairly normal teenager in my [...]
On Carol, Clarissa and College
Posted in College / University, Multiplicity, Personal on November 15, 2004 | Leave a Comment »
During English class this afternoon at around 12:15, Carol (the “lady”) told me the following:
I am angry. I can’t hold on. I have long tried to be assertive, to make clear my needs in a polite, non-demanding way. But each time I got reactions like I should just hold on. Jane and Astrid’s parents don’t [...]
Paradigms abotu My Behaviour Problems
Posted in Behavioral Difficulties on November 13, 2004 | Leave a Comment »
The first time that I remember someone addressing my behaviour problems to me was in April, 1996. I cannot remember what exactly was said – it was about the social worker who’d come to my house to talk with my parents. But I do remember the school psycholigist’s addressing my behaviour problems to me a [...]
Radboud University and Feelings about Future Planning
Posted in College / University, Personal on November 6, 2004 | Leave a Comment »
I went to Radboud University Nijmegen today. That’s the university where I’m probably going to study next year. I had planned to attend three info rounds – linguistics, philosophy and American studies -, but cause I was late for the first info round, I skipped philosophy. We first had coffee and Dad read a brochue [...]
An Update on the “Ladies”
Posted in Multiplicity, Personal on November 2, 2004 | Leave a Comment »
It’s been long since I last reported about the “ladies”. You should interpret that reasonably positive – they’ve not been fighting often lately, but when they did, it was horrible. They’ve recently found a new topic to fight over and that’s that annoying having to hold on stuff. Or was it me starting the stuff [...]
Meeting (Final Exam, College, etc.)
Posted in High School, Personal on November 2, 2004 | Leave a Comment »
I had the meeting with Jan (the spec ed outreach folk, still thinking about a better translation) today. Exams, exams and yet more exams. Stuff on languages, economics, adaptations, having an extra computer present, etc. I’m going to contact a girl who graduated from the same type of high school I’m on last year. Further [...]
