Bleh, I’m going to rehab tomorrow. Really look up to it. Am so afraid of being the worst at all daily living stuff. That’s usual for rehab and related programmes. I really don’t feel like going to the programme. I’m so scared that I will be the odd girl out. I’m always on rehab and life skills courses, but I’ve not been to rehab or life skills courses since January of 2002… which was in ninth grade… I quit the courses offered by the institute for the blind cause I didn’t want this feeling of inequality among my own community again.
On ICC in 2003, I to some extent had this feeling, but not as seriously as on the course in 2002… I’m sooo afraid I will have this experience again.
Astrid
